feeling happy disgusts me..... well, no, i didn't word that correctly. when i'm happy, i trully am feeling happy. but whenever i end up picturing myself being happy afterwards, it disgusts me.
i don't trust people. i don't even trust many of people that i hang with quite yet. the fact that i'm like this doesn't get in my way socially, i think i blend in ok in the crowds and look just as sociable as others.
i fake myself like everybody else do, and i don't think there's anything wrong with it.
i don't trust them hense i don't always have to be truthful. with me, the less i know about you the more friendly i seem. the more you get to know me, the more apathetic i seem.
because it always feels weird and clumsy when i start to really like one of those. and i don't like that stage.
i only have significantly few people that i really trust, and i'm content with it...
3 comments:
Hiee...First off all you're an amazing writer.
I just Randomly went checking your blog and found something so strong.
Your Journey from [ 2008-2011 ] ...You have really grown up strong.
The lines somewhere between say-: "Forgiving is not forgetting, and neither should it be. Because if we forget, we open ourselves again to same kind of hurt"
This can Only be said by a person who has seen every phase.
In short-: Your wOrds say it all.
Wow. Now i stopped writing about a year ago, and i see a comment now just days old. It feels great to hear the appreciation, and good to see someone responding! :)
Hi Shubhangi. :)
Just read the new emotions you wrote.
Its pretty difficult to write what we feel & what we mean.
At times we feel allot but there's a huge difference in penning down those feeling or keeping them withing yourself into a cave .
Hatts Off to you & ur Writing [ emotions ] :)
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