Are you angry? Punch a pillow. Was it satisfying? What you might try is stabbing. Take an old pillow and lay it on the front lawn. Stab it with a big pointy knife. Again and again and again.

Stab hard enough for the point of the knife to go into the ground. Stab until the pillow is gone and you are just stabbing the earth again and again, as if you want to kill it for continuing to spin, as if you are getting revenge for having to live on this planet day after day.

It's so mundane and you're jaded. You wake up to eventually go back to sleep. The in betweens aren't any different either. It only takes one to actually embrace the fact that this cycle is ever long.

But you see, this is life. This is how things are meant to be. We are after all created to leave (yes, pun intended).