Happy..? I don't know. Sad..? Definitely NOT.
I had felt and lived that overrated 'LONELY' life for sometime now, never knew it was so awesome :)
There are some people i have missed badly all through this while. And i am only going to miss them more, as i know there is NO looking back.
There are some people i have missed badly all through this while. And i am only going to miss them more, as i know there is NO looking back.
I some how now have a despaired and this Slain look. No, I didn't invite dark circles, i didn't wanted to lose weight. But its all done. :)
I have a body minus soul, which is cracking abruptly.
This is what makes me 'afraid'.
Living life this way, was never so much fun before.
My room has kilos of smoke by 4 in the morning, and believe me, by God, it looks amazing.
There is now a scratch in the head, when i think of a better life (the one i am living now)
who's to plan, my plan of the plans..?
who's to decide that this life i lead is dead, or alive..?
who's to decide that this life i lead is dead, or alive..?
I am so much happy, that i have no one to lead me. This is what it is to 'live your life, your way'.
'No one can define, your wrongs and your rights.
No one can define, your Wars, your fights!'
I guess one life is all i have, and i'll live it the way i believe in living it.
But to sacrifice and live without your own avowal, is a fate worst than dying.
And so i know a place i need to be,
where it is not wrong, to live sinfully!
I am finally moving out to Bombay, having keys to my own Flat.
(That is the place i need to be, where it is not wrong to live sinfully)
I am finally moving out to Bombay, having keys to my own Flat.
(That is the place i need to be, where it is not wrong to live sinfully)
Pun intended indeed ;)
and this is what makes me happy.
and this is what makes me happy.
I will continue living this life (since january wali) :D
1 comment:
Okay I was feeling so Dull & dizzy , but after reading this I can so Co-relate it to mine. [ Except the smoke part ] :P .
Okay , I wish to say something If i Irritate then please Ignore :|
But why do give someone a right to hurt you ? I think no-one has the right to hurt us or make us sad .
I know [ Its Easy say Difficult do type thing ] But still Try it !
I know some people come near us- break us - and go far beyond our reach . Things get worse & we just can't do anything [ so why not smile ] :O :D
Now you might think That if we love someone or we have someone close then they definitely have that right to make us sad or Glad , but then those who leave , may be , they teach us [ Not let any-one come in & do the same ] Cox one-day that someone will enter & Never leave . [ This is what i think ] So You can just smile & think to yourself [ Woosh I'm more strong then before cox even after i bared all this i didn't break ! ]
Okay I won't go more into my Philosophies , but Jatin , Let no-one spoil your smile Cox that the best treasure one has. Stay Blessed & keep smiling :)
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