Happy..? I don't know. Sad..? Definitely NOT.
I had felt and lived that overrated 'LONELY' life for sometime now, never knew it was so awesome :)
There are some people i have missed badly all through this while. And i am only going to miss them more, as i know there is NO looking back.
There are some people i have missed badly all through this while. And i am only going to miss them more, as i know there is NO looking back.
I some how now have a despaired and this Slain look. No, I didn't invite dark circles, i didn't wanted to lose weight. But its all done. :)
I have a body minus soul, which is cracking abruptly.
This is what makes me 'afraid'.
Living life this way, was never so much fun before.
My room has kilos of smoke by 4 in the morning, and believe me, by God, it looks amazing.
There is now a scratch in the head, when i think of a better life (the one i am living now)
who's to plan, my plan of the plans..?
who's to decide that this life i lead is dead, or alive..?
who's to decide that this life i lead is dead, or alive..?
I am so much happy, that i have no one to lead me. This is what it is to 'live your life, your way'.
'No one can define, your wrongs and your rights.
No one can define, your Wars, your fights!'
I guess one life is all i have, and i'll live it the way i believe in living it.
But to sacrifice and live without your own avowal, is a fate worst than dying.
And so i know a place i need to be,
where it is not wrong, to live sinfully!
I am finally moving out to Bombay, having keys to my own Flat.
(That is the place i need to be, where it is not wrong to live sinfully)
I am finally moving out to Bombay, having keys to my own Flat.
(That is the place i need to be, where it is not wrong to live sinfully)
Pun intended indeed ;)
and this is what makes me happy.
and this is what makes me happy.
I will continue living this life (since january wali) :D
