Things are not very good and nor are they desperately bad. Right now is not a good moment and in my perverse, narcissistic way I need to channel the force of that 'badness' into these words; as if to extinguish them through the light of awareness. I am sobbing and God is far away. The depths of my loneliness seem unfathomable.
For all the care, love and concern of my dear friends...I still feel hollow and empty of the love I want. I don't want this! it is too much. Take it away.
3 comments:
hmm perhaps.... u english is too good i can't understand some words...
I understand what you feel... Sometimes, I also feel empty...
But,I'm trying to find the meaning and fullness of Life. God is Love!
Emptiness not always signifies unhappiness.
It may also show that you are ready to imbibe something new, ready for your next journey.
Have faith. That combined to your magnanimous heart, is the proverbial medicine for all thing right.
:)
Cheers!
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