You, have made my soul bleed. There was a time when my body only showered tears. Tears of grief, of loud emotional utterance! I was pushed back and strapped. Fearing the unknown future, I wasn't able to accept what was happening to me. I never protested against all the wrongs you did to me, casing my weakness for you. I believed in you..i always did! I had submitted to the most outrageous and humiliating demands, proving my faith for you. But what the fuck was i really thinking..? were you a goddess, a divinity or a supernatural being..? No..i get it here..you were a worldly bitch, an acquisitive and covetous bitch!

But time has now healed my wounds. Only after your judgement i was able to judge myself i my light.. of what life has been around me. it wasn't good at all.. even a bit. i screwed my education, my family, but i won't regret. It was indeed you who educated me my dear! because of you, i now know in whom to trust. your actions have been my best lecturer. With you i have shared some of the sad moments, to one of the saddest ever!Right--no happiness! I almost killed myself. But now i am free,as free as a bird. You gave me strength and my very own identity. 
I have known now when to fight for what i hold true, even against my near and dear. what happens to you is non of my concern now, for i have learned how to not care about people. At this friday night, I make a resolution.I will not acknowledge this hurt any more. I will never tell anyone, even myself that i have had a knife in my chest. It is as much part of me as the heart itself.

Yes.. i am beyond you now and there is nothing good left to burn!